I love you, mum

Just heard a bad news from my sister, my mother was fall down from the hill side, and hurt her face badly....there is a moment, i'm not dare to look at my mother....i'm such a bad daughter....I still remember how my mother took care of me when i met accident last time, she was so sad, even sad than me.. I can saw her tears coming out from her eyes when she saw me in pain. I don't want my mother to get hurt. She is like an angel to me, treat me so good until nobody can reach it. No matter what happen, how bad am i, she will accept me, and forgive me. I still remember last time when i told her i want to be an air stewardess, she was strongly disagreed with me, but at the end, she still accompany me to kl for the interview. Mom, i hope you can get well soon...

Bad day

Today is a bad day... today is a bad bad day.... I don't feel this before, this is the first time i feel that all the bad things is happening on me... First is the money issue, second is my personality issue, and third is what? OMG.... Can i never wake up from my dream??? Today, i feel so tired, and my mood is super low, i think i should go to bed now. But before that, this is the last thing i want to say.... I feel happy in writing my blog. Blog is the place that i can express my feeling. And i don't feel afraid of anything, even if my blog will turn up to be a gossip someday... because i know, those who are reading my blog, they are my friends, and i trust them.