Laziness

Just lazy to write anything... recently I feel like so lazy, lazy to work, lazy to talk, lazy to walk... and seems like getting more and more worse. But anyhow, I just want to be myself, lazy is my signature right? What's wrong of being lazy, I should be proud of.

Somehow I feel like I want to give up everything, including my career, friends, everything at KL, and then just go back to Penang. What I want is just a normal life, I don't want to think anymore about money, is making me headache. What I need now is just the couch at my house, I wish to lie at there... without thinking anything... oh, gosh !! is so relaxing...

How much I wish I could do that.. but everything seems like impossible. I cannot just run back to my father, telling him that after he spend so much on my studies, and now, I just want to give up everything. So how? I guess I must continue my pointless life.

success or failure?

I start to invest at the age of 24, I want to start my business at the age of 30, and I going to be the billionaire at the age of 35........ and this is not just my dream, I need to make it come true. I spend a lot of time reading those books, such as the famous Rich Dad Poor Dad, and I learn a lot from there. I thought I can make it, with all the planning i had done...... but, thanks to you, you remind me something, something that I must wake up from my dream, and accept the reality.

5 things I must do inside my office

Recently i had set some rules for myself during work, as below:

1) Cannot fall asleep while doing work
2) No playing with my phone
3) Everyday need to check my email
4) Cannot dreaming while people teaching me
5) Must remember to lock my drawer everyday

Just to remind myself... :)

New hope...

IS ALL COME TO AN END... finally i release from the most painful moment in my life. I guess nobody knows what's happen on me, because i purposely hide it from everyone. Sometimes when we feel not happy, we can't actually voice it out, we keep it, sooner or later, it become worst.

I don't understand why this world is so unfair, somebody works very hard, they can't get the rewards, but somebody very lazy, they always got the most attention. Eventually when i want to admit that this is what we call "life", miracles happen. The god gave me the biggest luck that i don't even think i can owned it.

It's change my life, it's change everything. Finally nightmare is over, my new hope is coming.

Saying "hi" to my new online pet store

I just started my first online pet store, feel free to visit me at http://donniehome.blogspot.com
Please don't hesitate to give me any comments, thanks.

Hong Kong's trip

What to start first?... Actually overall this trip is quite fun, but just a bit tired for me, after walking non-stop for three days continuously. If you ask me what is the most exciting thing at there, i would say is shopping, it is nothing more than shopping at Hong Kong. So if you don't save enough money, better don't plan to go Hong Kong, because you will end up spend too much money at there. Okay, let's me list down my schedule:

First day: Arrived at Hong Kong Airport, took city bus to our hotel at Tsim Sa Chui. After checking in, we then have lunch at an old cafe nearby, but i think the cafe is quite famous, because it written there as it was the first cafe at Hong Kong, over 20 years of history. (actually i don't really believe it). After lunch, we took MRT to Wong Kok. We spent whole day window shopping and have our tea time at one of the famous dim sum restaurant at there. After that, we took MRT went back to Tsim Sa Chui, and took a light walk. At last we went back to our hotel and slept.

Second day: We took MRT to Chung Wan, and have our breakfast at there. After that, we took the world's longest escalator to Pun San (half mountain). Actually it is nothing at there, the whole area is surrounding with bungalows. I think it is the housing area for the rich people. After wasting time hanging around, we then walk back to the MRT, and went back to our hotel to rest and have our lunch. Then we took ferry to Chung Wan again, and took city bus to the wax museum. I had took a lot of pictures at there, fyi, i had upload the pictures to my facebook, so you can view it at here.

Third day: Disneyland. We spent whole day at there, and i'm quite enjoying the activities, especially the fireworks. It was nice, and it was more than just worth.

Fourth day: Took city bus back to the airport.

And that's it... It was a memorable trip for me... i hope i can go to other country as well after this. It is good to go travel when we are young. Don't just think it, we must do it before it is too late.

Changing on blog's link

Due to some financial problems, my blog had no excessive resources to maintain the domain name, so the my blog's link will change back to www.jolenesspace.blogspot.com. Currently i'm busy on my work, so i will update my blog once i'm free, maybe this weekends i will add some updates on my Hong Kong's trip last week. For those who haven't view the pictures i post at facebook, can now log on to view it. :)

I love you, mum

Just heard a bad news from my sister, my mother was fall down from the hill side, and hurt her face badly....there is a moment, i'm not dare to look at my mother....i'm such a bad daughter....I still remember how my mother took care of me when i met accident last time, she was so sad, even sad than me.. I can saw her tears coming out from her eyes when she saw me in pain. I don't want my mother to get hurt. She is like an angel to me, treat me so good until nobody can reach it. No matter what happen, how bad am i, she will accept me, and forgive me. I still remember last time when i told her i want to be an air stewardess, she was strongly disagreed with me, but at the end, she still accompany me to kl for the interview. Mom, i hope you can get well soon...

Bad day

Today is a bad day... today is a bad bad day.... I don't feel this before, this is the first time i feel that all the bad things is happening on me... First is the money issue, second is my personality issue, and third is what? OMG.... Can i never wake up from my dream??? Today, i feel so tired, and my mood is super low, i think i should go to bed now. But before that, this is the last thing i want to say.... I feel happy in writing my blog. Blog is the place that i can express my feeling. And i don't feel afraid of anything, even if my blog will turn up to be a gossip someday... because i know, those who are reading my blog, they are my friends, and i trust them.

Stop crying

I think everyone will have their own problem, i have mine too, but is it really need to express it in front of people? As for me, i like to keep it as secret, i don't feel that tell anyone is the way to solve the problem. Moreover, it will be worse if you suddenly cannot control yourself, and cry in front of your friends when you are trying to express it. I feel ashame of crying, cry means you are weak. I forgot since when i'm stop crying, because cry doesn't solve your problem, and the only way to solve your problem is yourself. You must find a way to solve it rather than spend your time crying. Try to amuse yourself, think something happy, because laughter is always better than wasting your tears.

Korean's storm is coming...

What am i doing in my previous weekend?? I went back to my hometown, the small and beautiful island, Penang... I went back with my boyfriend, he need to attend his bbf wedding party at Alor Setar... Hmmm, you know how silly am i? I forgot to bring my wallet, and left it at my boyfriend's car when he drop me at Penang. So? Whole weekend at Penang without driving, because i have no driving license with me. So so boringzzzzz...

So, I decided to watch Korean drama for my weekend... I kinda like the drama, keep watching, keep watching until it has finished...I can't believe i can spend my whole weekend in watching drama, without hanging out with friends...haha, what's a "meaningful" weekend...

Btw, the drama i mention just now quite nice, it is called "My Fair Lady". The story between a rich girl and a poor guy, and this is the story i like so far... Besides, it was played by my favourite's actress, Yoon Eun-kyeong, she is so cute, and pretty of course...Anyway, if you have nothing to do in this weekend, why not go for this drama...

This is one of the song in the movie, called "I love you", i want to introduce it to you. Download it