I'm not that complicated

Just got to know people are so complicated nowadays. They can be very good in front of you, but at the back, they don't even like you.

I try to be nice, but always what I got in return was just haters and haters. Maybe they are so complicated, so they think others are complicated too.

"Hey come on, what I want is just a normal friend, don't think too much, ok? Nobody wanna take anything from you. And besides, I know you are good, just no need to always repeat your reputation."

Sometimes, when people were in trouble, they will find a lot of excuses. Such as dragging others into the trouble. Coz they wanna minimize the trouble they had make. Okay, fine, if I'm so bad luck to be the one who being dragged.

P/S: Just to remind my readers, don't friend with this kind of people, it is so painful after you found out they actually stab you in the back.

Baby You Know by Jessica Lucas, Alana D. & Brandon T. Jackson

I love this song from Big mommas Like Father Like Son, listen it now... :)

Pets...

Somehow, I feel like I so empty.... I can't stand to be alone, even a single minute. That's why I having a dog with me, at least he will stay with me for the rest of his life, without leaving me alone.

People may thought dog is the burden to them, because they don't like to clean out the mess. Well, I'm kind of lazy person also, sometimes, I feel exhausted too... But anyhow, having a dog is like making a commitment to yourself. "DON'T EVER LEAVE THEM AFTER U OWNED THEM"

So think properly before we makes any decision. Am I feel regret of having my dog? Errr... No... Cuz I love him so much, until I don't feel tired at all... Try to love them more, you will find it fun of having a pet too..

Laziness

Just lazy to write anything... recently I feel like so lazy, lazy to work, lazy to talk, lazy to walk... and seems like getting more and more worse. But anyhow, I just want to be myself, lazy is my signature right? What's wrong of being lazy, I should be proud of.

Somehow I feel like I want to give up everything, including my career, friends, everything at KL, and then just go back to Penang. What I want is just a normal life, I don't want to think anymore about money, is making me headache. What I need now is just the couch at my house, I wish to lie at there... without thinking anything... oh, gosh !! is so relaxing...

How much I wish I could do that.. but everything seems like impossible. I cannot just run back to my father, telling him that after he spend so much on my studies, and now, I just want to give up everything. So how? I guess I must continue my pointless life.

success or failure?

I start to invest at the age of 24, I want to start my business at the age of 30, and I going to be the billionaire at the age of 35........ and this is not just my dream, I need to make it come true. I spend a lot of time reading those books, such as the famous Rich Dad Poor Dad, and I learn a lot from there. I thought I can make it, with all the planning i had done...... but, thanks to you, you remind me something, something that I must wake up from my dream, and accept the reality.

5 things I must do inside my office

Recently i had set some rules for myself during work, as below:

1) Cannot fall asleep while doing work
2) No playing with my phone
3) Everyday need to check my email
4) Cannot dreaming while people teaching me
5) Must remember to lock my drawer everyday

Just to remind myself... :)

New hope...

IS ALL COME TO AN END... finally i release from the most painful moment in my life. I guess nobody knows what's happen on me, because i purposely hide it from everyone. Sometimes when we feel not happy, we can't actually voice it out, we keep it, sooner or later, it become worst.

I don't understand why this world is so unfair, somebody works very hard, they can't get the rewards, but somebody very lazy, they always got the most attention. Eventually when i want to admit that this is what we call "life", miracles happen. The god gave me the biggest luck that i don't even think i can owned it.

It's change my life, it's change everything. Finally nightmare is over, my new hope is coming.