Just lazy to write anything... recently I feel like so lazy, lazy to work, lazy to talk, lazy to walk... and seems like getting more and more worse. But anyhow, I just want to be myself, lazy is my signature right? What's wrong of being lazy, I should be proud of.
Somehow I feel like I want to give up everything, including my career, friends, everything at KL, and then just go back to Penang. What I want is just a normal life, I don't want to think anymore about money, is making me headache. What I need now is just the couch at my house, I wish to lie at there... without thinking anything... oh, gosh !! is so relaxing...
How much I wish I could do that.. but everything seems like impossible. I cannot just run back to my father, telling him that after he spend so much on my studies, and now, I just want to give up everything. So how? I guess I must continue my pointless life.
